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Fear – June 2008

 

Partly something, partly nothing only breathes away and in the darkness endlessly

In a corner, in the silence, in a waking dream… it appears

As memories and thoughts, chains and undertows

Overwhelmed like mud & and sand caught in the flow

 

This time I mean it, and yes I’m  done,  I’ll let it go this time

This time I mean it and I’m letting go

This time I mean it, and I’m done I’m letting go this time

The time is finally here for letting go of fear.

 

Sight unseen, making waves inside my head, I can’t escape.

Paralyzed by what could be but remains fantasy

Overwhelmed now but still I must pretend I moving back from the edge

In daydreams and in thoughts, sickening inside

Paranoid of what is waiting just behind

 

This time I mean it, and yes I’m  done,  I’ll let it go this time

This time I mean it and I’m letting go

This time I mean it, and I’m done I’m letting go this time

The time is finally here for letting go of fear.